I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.DISTANCE.
DISTANCE IS ALL THAT MATTERS.
BLAMING ME?!
SHE TOLD JAYNE & NICOLE, WHILE SOME PEOPLE OVER HEARD OK.
DAMN FUCK.
NOW ON, IT'S DISTANCE!
YOU MIGHT NOT TRUST ME ANYMORE.
BUT I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T FREAKING HELL CARE!
I DON'T SEE HER MAKING SUCH A BIG FUSS.
AND.
ITS SO DAMN HAR-DE-HAR FREAKING OBVIOUS.
YOU SAID YOU WERE HAPPY ABOUT SOMETHING.
AND CAN'T TELL ME.
AND WHEN I ASKED HER WHETHER SHE ____ YOU.
SHE WAS NERVOUS, FREAKING NERVOUS, AND ALL THE WHILE SAYING," I don't know la!"
GIVING ME CLUES IS ALL I NEED.
NOT MY FAULT THAT SHE TOLD JAYNE AND NICOLE.
AND THAT SOME OVERHEARD.
AND SPREAD.
NEXT.
MOST BOYS KNEW, I BET!
BOYS CAN KNOW, GIRLS CANNOT, HUH?!
THIS FUCKING GENDER DISCRIMINATION AGAIN.
2ND TIME IN MY LIFE.
I'VE HAD THIS FUCKING-ANGRY-GUILTY-UPSET FEELING.
MUCH -FREAKING- WORSE.
SO WHAT IF EVERYBODY KNOWS.
SO WHAT?!
HELLO!!
the (not) stupid disc haven't arrived.
AND THE SCRAP BOOK NOT FINISHED~~
diedie larhs.
._.
good bye.
